Directionless

I'm feeling irritable tonight.  Mostly, I think it has to do with my not being able to come up with the right details to do work on all the story ideas I have.  I'm distracted, my mind is spinning, filtering ideas, trying to come up with the right combinations.   I don't know if I'm just being impatient, wanting everything to happen right now.

There are just too many distractions, always something else that needs to get done first, so by the time I actually sit don to write, I just don't have the artistic motivation anymore.

The problem is I need to start considering my writing as one of those obligations instead of just a secondary thing, if I really want to go somewhere with it. Otherwise, there will always be some excuse.  I need to allot a few hours a day to it, and whether I get any writing done, those hours are for writing only.